And so it comes to an end...

So the fun mini vacation of going to Ashley and Jacob's is coming to an end today because Chris and I need to go back home so He can go back to working and I can hopefully get a job interview tomorrow sometime and get myself a new job!

Its been wonderful up here in Maryland besides the horrible muggy heat and awful drivers its been a good weekend....Ashley got me my birthday cake which was tasty and her and Jake got me some amazing birthday gifts and Chris bought me 2 new outfits.

So actually on Thursday when Chris, Ashley and I were walking into Walmart to pick up some odds and ends for the weekend my phone rings a Virginia number that I didn't recognize so I answered like I normally do and It was a manager from Subway! I was super excited cause he said he was looking to bring in some night people...So I'm hoping he's gonna bring me on and hopefully I'll be able to get my time off in 10 days to come home for bridal showers and dress fitting and all that. So I have my fingers crossed and here's hoping!

I could really use a wish right now...

So its been a rough past few weeks.

I got fired from Red Robin for reasons I don't wish to explain cause it pisses me off. Then a week later I find out that I didn't pass my class by 1 point....had a freaking 78.8% and I needed a 79.5% to pass the class.

So now I'm looking for work and being a stay at home fiancee - kind of - I try to get out of the house as much as I can during the day cause I will go crazy without any type of human contact or anything...Kinda sucks not having a pet or anything either...

Chris and I are going back to Maryland again this weekend. Going to celebrate my birthday a little earlier this year since Chris has duty on Monday ( my bday) and no one will duty swap with him but oh well as long as he gets friday off then I'll be fine.

Its just gonna take some time before I feel normal again when I can get back to school and working again

Can We pretend that airplanes in the night sky are shooting stars??

So its just another fan-freaking-tastic day in class like any other day....Dumb girls are talking and gossiping and bitching about the same stuff as they were on Tuesday....acting like they are still in middle school and yet we are supposed to be adults and in college.

I've been having a rough couple of days this week. Just trying to make things come together for the wedding and get things situated but it just doesn't seem to be going the way I need them too. I've come to my breaking point where I'm sitting in class just trying not to show emotion and trying to hide the fact that I feel I could just break down and cry. But its still annoying. I'm done with being ignored, I'm done with trying to make everyone happy when I don't need too. Its MY god damn wedding - why should I try to make everyone else happy? I had to freaking compromise allowing 2 extra people to come to the rehearsal dinner just so I could have it at the place I wanted - when they aren't even in the wedding party because "they felt left out" - BUT they didn't even come to me and Chris about feeling this way instead they had to go through family.....But they aren't involved in the family cause I dont need a ring bearer, flower girl or anything like and the other cause I don't that strong of a friendship/connection with her but yet when it comes to needing some extra financial help screw me basically. SO I'm done with it. I'm going to plan the things that I want them and need them to be and everyone else can just follow behind me.

So..it's been awhile

So its been awhile since I've been on here to even write a post....

I've been super busy dealing with School, Work, Getting ready to take my CNA license exam, homework, trying to get to the gym and just having time to be with Chris.

This mod in school has gone really well so far. I'm enjoying clinical a lot than I thought I would. I'm enjoying the patient interaction although there is no hands on care partly in the building I'm working in this time. They split up our clinical time - for the first 2 weeks we were in either the Hancock building ( the Geriatrics/Elderly patient units) or Building 26 where the patients are trying to work their way towards discharge...I've enjoyed the contact with patients there along with going over to Building 14( the Davis building) for group therapy and discussions. It's going to be a bittersweet goodbye but here's hoping once I pass my CNA exam I can get a job at Eastern State in the Hancock building - that would totally make the drive worth while!

So Chris and I have been planning our next road trip...at the end of this class period on May 6th we will be taking a road trip to Florida! We are going to see Aunt Brenda and Uncle Mark and that Friday the 7th we will be traveling out to Orlando area to see my old apartment complex's and go to Downtown Disney to visit with some of my friends that I made way back when during my College Program at Disney World.