So its just another fan-freaking-tastic day in class like any other day....Dumb girls are talking and gossiping and bitching about the same stuff as they were on Tuesday....acting like they are still in middle school and yet we are supposed to be adults and in college.
I've been having a rough couple of days this week. Just trying to make things come together for the wedding and get things situated but it just doesn't seem to be going the way I need them too. I've come to my breaking point where I'm sitting in class just trying not to show emotion and trying to hide the fact that I feel I could just break down and cry. But its still annoying. I'm done with being ignored, I'm done with trying to make everyone happy when I don't need too. Its MY god damn wedding - why should I try to make everyone else happy? I had to freaking compromise allowing 2 extra people to come to the rehearsal dinner just so I could have it at the place I wanted - when they aren't even in the wedding party because "they felt left out" - BUT they didn't even come to me and Chris about feeling this way instead they had to go through family.....But they aren't involved in the family cause I dont need a ring bearer, flower girl or anything like and the other cause I don't that strong of a friendship/connection with her but yet when it comes to needing some extra financial help screw me basically. SO I'm done with it. I'm going to plan the things that I want them and need them to be and everyone else can just follow behind me.
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